Somewhere around week 6, things started to shift really fast. Was it the gratitude list? My daily practice became to count how many ways I was already prosperous and creative. How I already embodied my core desired feelings. I was there all along! I have everything I need, and then some. So much more, really! As soon as I realized this, my body followed. I enrolled at the gym, got back to yoga, to swimming …I danced till I was out of breath and dripping in sweat. Less coffee, more tea… Embodied! Things started to feel easy and flowy. No more fighting, no more pushing. Allowing the magic to happen through me, for me. Receiving. Arms open wide. Sharing it forward. Was it possible I was living my dream all along? Shit! If i stopped complaining, then what was preventing me from acheiving all I wanted? The walls were crumbling, disappearing, vanishing. There never were walls, WOW! Like a chiropractic adjustment, my CDFs realigned. Awake. Flow. Love. Creative. Wild+Free. One. I realised they were all Divine aspects. The God within me is capable of creating anything. Everything. Even if I am as heavy, i feel lighter than ever. Lighter and stronger. And more supple. Every week, my mantra came alive. Opportunity to practice were hidden in mundane every day life. Opportunity to release, to trust, to let go.