It’s like my eyes have changed…the acceptance of what is–which is like so basic, and you can tell somebody,’You just jsve to accept yourself,’ but they can’t do it because it’s much deeper. You have to dig through a whole dark nook of your psyche to see where your darkness was hurting you. And I did that. I’m 37…I’m at that age where I’m super young and super not young. But I feel super new.